I am in a crisis situation? no joke?

You know you are in an abusive situation, what are you doing with him? things can get worse, not better. he is the father of the baby he still have a responsibility to support the baby, also there is WIC. But, don't stay in an abusive relationship because things can end very bad, to the point that he can kill you. Go to your parents house. An abusive partner will try to come back telling you nice stories and crying with promises, and then, goes back to the same abusive pattern. Is up to you to stop the abuse. A child is not going to be raised well in an environment of abuse. Better to raise your child alone and in peace than to live with an abuser.